Bad Days......

It's seems like my bad days have not yet gone and worst thing happens as my new PC 'Frankenstein' does not response to any of my action. This is so sucks! First the schollarship then PC who knows what's gonna comes next? Maybe I'll get hitted by a car...... Hope it won't happen......
My life is always filled with bad luck...... Every time I thought things going to be better and it will turn very ugly and make my life sucks and FUCK UP! I just want a simple life and so far I experience lots and lots of hardships! Family, works, accessories, financial, friendships and even my health......

This world is so bloody FUCK UP and always gives me trouble and lotz of lotz of shit! I just hate this era and wish to go back to 90's where I find most wonderful things in my life...... Someone please help me and pull me out of this bloody shit hole!

I'm Just a Fool......

I'm failed...... Being so useless and yet arrogant toward it......
As if the sky is falling...... Nothing seems to be colorful...... Nothing seems to be cheerful......
Wish to cry it out but the strength was not there to push it up......
The mask of the fool is too heavy to be hang on......
The fake smile of mine is a burden to this body......
I blame no one......
It was my fault...... my own fault......

May be I was not good enough...... there's why I failed......
All this time, I've been a fool in the circus......

Animation Night......

It's animation night... again...... To me nights like this are very awful. I'm doing a four legged animal walk cycle animation. It's never easy to do animation. No matter how easy it may seems to be, an animation takes time to perfect it. Moreover, such job for amateur like me is always exhausted. I choose to make a gorilla walk cycle inspired by Tarzan's poster. Lol, so random......

The time is 5:32 and there's still 6 more frame to go...... I have to hang on and finish it before I sleep......

Lone

It's been a while since I last have such feeling since my life is always filled with laughs and cares from friends. Few of my friends went back hometown to spent their weekend there and somehow recharge themselve by eating hometown foods. Me as usual choose to stay in the hostel since work is the main thing for me to concern. Sorry mum and poor Tommy, gotta leave you guys for another few weeks. Now my unit left only me and another...... whose name must not be spoken...... (lol)

I went shopping alone yesterday. Somehow I quite enjoying it as I'm those kind of people who plan before act and so I get to finish my business in a real fast time. I spend almost hundred ringgit during the shopping. Here's the list of things which I bought:

1. 40$ for a new 4G thumb drive
2. 31$ for a few pirated Horror movie DVDs
3. 30$ for two new clothes

*And 9.70$ for a finger licking meal. Sure u know what it was. XD

I seldom shopping alone, but I did that from time to time. It seems to be boring but it's nice to do so if you need to have a private time to be alone. Sometimes I even get random and useful inspiration while doing so. Lol, few of my friends laugh at me for being lone ranger! Haha, it's quite true though. Since I have no girl friend, I have no worry of choosing foods to eat, movie to watch, stop by kedai baju for half an hour...... and etc. I mention this coz I pity one of my friends who have no freedom at all during shopping and dating time! Poor dude! His girlfriend is over controlling him! Single is somehow a kind of happiness too! Single BANZAI!

Today is White Day. Very few people remember such day. Haha, I got neither present nor chocolate from anyone and so I have no worry of repaying! I remembered it because I randomly browsed XXXHolic manga and saw one of the chapter. It's about white day...... Lol, random I am. (lol)

Dad been missing for few weeks...... Wonder where and how he is......

New Face For Header

A New Sky

It's been a while since I last edit my Blog Header. Just woke up from my bed and decided to do something else then work. This time it's going very digital. It's to symbolize a new start in the world of digital, no more manual...... Haha, I know the design is not red! Well, u see sky is not gonna be just blue and white all the time sometimes it's red or grayish. For mine...... well, you may say that I kinda switching my world to a rather open world. Blue symbolizes hope and future in some culture. It's one of my favorite colors and I think it suits my blog well.

Hope you guys like it and thanks for the supports eversince I started this blog.

The Fork

A Fork

A fork...... Yes it's just a regular fork. A simple and normal fork which I did using 3Ds Max, the latest software I learned from the school. It was a bit hard to do since I'm a total idiot toward this software. Due to the lack of knowledge, I cracked my head just to do the bending part. Lol, it seems that getting pics from net was not enough and so I used a real fork (Stella's fork) as reference. This is not much different from regular life drawing...... except there's no pencils and papers.

I do not dare to render this tiny fellow as my Nao Nao is not really up to the standard of taking such heavy duty. Li-jean managed to get a new com within 3.5k...... so envy...... Must get a new com soon. The pressures are coming from various modules and I can certainly feel them heavying my shoulder. Gotta roll up my wheels before the weight crushes my brain......

Bro recommended me a nice song and I'm currently spamming it twenty four seven both PC and MP3. It's a theme song the anime Bokurano, Uninstall by Chiaki Ishikawa. Haven't watch or heard of that anime. Might be some new realeased......

She Reminded Us Code Geass......

As usual, we had dinner and gathering after the class. CK's class was as funny and cheerful as always. That guy is a genius of random. We had dinner at Hassan since that's the only place we spent for worthy foods and drinks. Jade somehow was forced to join us for the dinner. I'm not sure she was really wanting for it or just relucantly join the dinner since she had to follow our transport. Hassan is all about Nasi Briyanni for me as I really like the taste of the yellowish rice. We finished the foods real fast and stuffed our tummies until overloaded.

Chit chat, blah blah blah and blah...... We talked craps. We told Jade lotz of funny stuff about Malaysian since she barely know us. It's quite hard for a Shanghai Girl to blend in the society and so we started the introduction from foods which was to eat at local restaurant. She was somehow disappointed by the foods since they were not as spicy as she thought. On the way home, we mention animes and the four Otakus became hyper active and talked none stop. She then randomly mentioned Code Geass and asked our favourite characters in the series. The subject reminded me of the happy five Desa dudes on previous sem. Code Geass was one of the favourited subjects of conversation. My nose somehow felt sour as I really miss those days......

Wonder how Pikachu and that Gunpla Freak doing......

A Very Weird Time for Class =___=lll

Currently, I'm typing right in front of my Nao Nao (my laptop lah). Just done the 3D modeling for my Boeing 747 plane. Really have no mood to school since it's a late class starts at five. Wonder which idiot planned such schedule? The stormy sky made me sleepy...... Really don't want to go school......

Just downloaded the first part of Princess Mononoke. I know I have a DVD copy of it but just want to get a softcopy for the purpose of collecting. Lol, this is so lame. My posts are getting borer and borer. Somebody stop me!!

The Same Feel......

I'm lost in ideas... I mean lots of ideas! I always face such as I always have many interesting ideas but have very limited chance to execute them. Feel so bad for dumping them...... It's hard to choose one over another and indeed I wish to work them out and show the lecturers all my crazy ideas. Feeling emo now as I have to sacrifice few of my ideas due to the lack of my skill...... I'm blaming myself for knowing so few and so dumb! Must learn harder and do better this sem......

NO NET AGAIN!!!!

Konata Back In Action!

Again, the people in A-02-02 suffered in life with no net and entertainment from the world wide web! This is so sucks!!! I know I just commented the poor service of the MyKris company but this time it's way too far coz it's been four and a half day with no proper internet service. I missed lotz of comments and messages in both Deviant Art and my lovely Blog! This is so pissed off!

Ok, forget bout the suck service and let's move on to another rather happy subject. Me and my housemates celebrated Quinn's birthday just 24 hours ago. She was rather surprised to see so many people surrendered the area (I guess). Haha, we gave a huge and chocoly cake and a big white bag as presents! I can't say it's a super nice birthday, but at least it's a lovely birthday 'party". The only thing messed up the party was the gore and scary subjects which I brought out during the chit chat time. Guess I watched too much gore and scary movie...... =___=lll

Anyway, Happy Birthday Quinn! And wish the internet recovers A.S.A.P! Few hours ago, I unseal the Konata Figma box and took out my long sealed Figma and give it a weird pose. She's now happily standing next to my laptop and cheerfully make the atmosphere of my room lighter and more hentai(?). I guess I just being random. Screw that Meatball Machine, shouldn't have watch it.

NO NET!!!!

After two and a half days with no internet, we finally see the Login Page reappeared on our monitor faithfully asking for our loggin IDs and Passwords! Yahoo! My lovely blog! Feel so nice to post again!

I had a tired week (not really a week since there's still few days left for it), it was all about works and 3D modeling. Lol, it was tough to learn but somehow quite interesting to see things flip and rotate around. Haha, I built a bench and few random stuffs using 3Ds Max! Each took me few hours to complete since I'm really a newbie to this software. Thanks MatsuoAmon for giving me the software copy! Me really need it!

Now, I have to get back to the Logo Design since I did a pretty bad job for it. Illustrator, here I come!!!!!!

Mind Map

It's been a long time since I last made a mind map. I always find it hard to make one nice and "completed" (in all sort of meaning) mind map. Well, there it goes again, I made a simple and "all about me" mind map just for the sake of submission. It's pretty lame though, but every statement there is true and obvious (if you know me). I won't say much about this mind map since it's too simple and anyone can read it (if you went through minimum of 11 years of Malaysia education system).


Recently, I just found out that how poor I am in language...... Wish to improve by reading more books and blogs. Hahaha, guess that will fill up my emptiness as well!