Rushing For Works

Life's getting hard when things all cramp together. I am now working hard on my animation project. Everything seems to be rushing as we had a due date to limit our free time. Me and my group members are working on a short animation for APICTA which I have no confident of winning the award or so. We are simply given not enough time to do everything. I really tired now and kinda scare becoz of the due date. Haiz......

Seriously, I want to have a proper holiday since we sacrificed entire week of our mid break. We work twice harder than we were in the previous semester. I am so pissed off now...... I want to watch movie but guess what? I got works binding me...... Now, I hope we can at least got some award in that stupid competition!

How to Train Your Dragon

So, I had watched this movie in both 2D and 3D cinemas. It was an awesome movie! Most would have say the designs and the characters looks good and the story was touching blah blah blah. For me, I am in love with the fluent animation with the nice secondary animation and the dynamic camera shooting. There are many scenes which you can just screen cap one of them and use as your wallpaper. I like the mood and the lighting in the movie. It is hard for me to explain why this is a good movie. Anyway, I enjoyed the movie pretty much like most of the people and I am so glad that I watched it twice. The 3D version is something you would like to spend 18 bugs on. It's definitely worth for the price. I wish to have a 3D monitor now, so I can watch this movie at my home with 3D experience! I just love this movie! ^^

I give 9.5 out of 10 for this movie. There were some plagiarized designs in this movie, but still, the over all presentation is definitely breath taking!

My Encounter With A Porcupine

Right about 5 days ago, I encountered an unexpected creature on my way to my campus to pick up an friend. It was like 9 p.m. at night. I was driving my car one the road with 4 people on board. It was like one of those usual pick up travel. We were talking bout some random stuff and blah blah blah. I noticed a stupid car at my back, sticking close to me and totally ignored the fact that it was a dangerous way of driving. I cursed him of course.

It happened in a sudden, I saw something jumped out from the bush! I thought it was a dog or cat, but as my car get nearby, I saw sharp needles looking thingies at the back of that creature! Holly, it was a porcupine! I thought of stopping but the bloody idiot was sticking too close to me and I know if I stop things will get worse and people on board would have danger. So, I decided not to stop. "Bam", I ran over that poor animal.

I checked the tyre and I saw spines stuck on it. No doubt I had killed that poor animal as I notice there were some blood stains on the tyre. I was sad for a long period. Knowing that I had killed an innocent animal which was also a protected species, I felt pain in my heart.

The next day, I saw some guys on the roadside carrying some huge cages with spines came out, I immediately understand why in the hell that innocent porcupine was there at the first place. Those were the people hunted illegally for rare animals. They sold these animals to restaurant and collectors. Porcupine's meat is rare to be found and so many rich asses would pay high for the taste of the meat. Can you believe this entire incident happened just right in front of the traffic light before LIMKOKWING? Fuck those stupid rich ass! I hope they grow spines on their asses after they ate those porcupine! Fuck those hunters and hope they killed by wild animals!

Rain! Rain! Rain!

Yepee, today rained a good rain! The temperature is cooling down and it's a good news to all SK residents! Our place is so hot and sometimes I sweat in my blanket. YUKE! I went to the play ground with my housemates just now. It was suppose to be some sort of after dinner walk and relaxation, to help the digestion. However, we people were just too kiddy and we spent most of the time on seesaw. Lame......

Anyway, I have to cut out all these fun and get back to work. Tons of works are waiting for me. Haiz...... I want to play......

I'm Back!

Been away for so long...... -___-lll No specific reason, just that I was so not in the mood of writing for the past few months. Haha, at least Quin noticed my absent!

Here are the events during these months:

1. My CNY was nothing more than staying home.
2. Did an animation for friend.
3. Get a car! Hurray!
4. School start.
5. More works.
6. Brother backed from Japan.
7. Get some presents from friends.
8. Had some MaMak sessions with my friends.

My new semester just started and I'm still not in the mood of studying. Haiz, hope you guys doing well in your career or study.

My 2009

So, it has been one year since I started this blog. It was a totally random idea of recording my own life through a blog. Well, happy belated birthday to my blog. It was a tough journey for me to keep this blog on going. Kinda happy to see I wrote so much which will be records for me to know my present life when I am old. So, back to the topic...... Yeah, 2009 will soon be no more and 2010 will be on the calender in two more days. I felt sad for the year of 2009 will soon be gone. Looking back to my previous posts, I found myself lived a tough year. Below will be the flashback of significant events during my 2009.

January

I started my January by celebrating my birthday with two of my great friends who actually went all the way from KL to Seremban just to cheer with me. It was a great day as that was the first time ever to have friends came for my birthday. I was so touched and it will be a day which I will not forget!

February

Had a new semester with some new faces but soon lotz disappeared...... This is the semester which I learned about 3D. Sad to say, I couldn't get to have MAYA since I get into the school one semester earlier. Gosh...... Also, I had the most boring and stupid Chinese New Year as I couldn't celebrate with my "entire" family. It was a great pain in heart......

March

Tons of assignment and I always burn midnight oil until morning...... I couldn't get enough sleep but I had joy doing all those works. I gained interest in After Effect thanks to Mauroof. I did some really crazy works. The Mtv was a pain in ass.

April

10th of April 2009, it was the greatest and happiest day in my life as I did something really out of expectation! This will remain as a secret in my heart! Forever! I thank god for that day!

May

Rushed, rushed and rushed more for my assignments! I did not sleep for four days which broke the previous record. Holy crap, I was not in shape after the submission. Haha, I enjoy it though!

June

Nothing...... I lived a months of eat and sleep life. And...... Michael Jackson is no more. I somehow believe he was trying to get lost from the society and get himself somewhere else by faking his own death. He is still alive!

July

Going back to the school...... I hate the Limkokwing admin! They are really slow and not systematic! However, we get a special section for animation students! Yeah, our own BAA lab!

August

Started my first 3D animation which was really fun and exciting! I found great interest in it and I wish to become better in the future. I also went to a book fair which I used to went with my brother all the time before he off to Tokyo. Miss him...... Watched Transformers 2 for the second time with mum in Seremban cinema. Wasn't a great movie since the story sucks and the tempo was too fast.

September

It was a month of Raya, but I only went back to hometown for two days. Mum was mad and yet I have no choice but to head back for my assignments. Many friends went out for fun. Envied...... Haha!

October

It was Halloween! Me and Jade designed a T-shirt for Steff! We threw a great party in Robin's place! To stop me from working more, Robin forced me to drink more than I could take. Poor me...... Still, it was a great party. We even invited one of our lecturers, but he didn't show up. Curse him......

November

Worked hard for assignment...... Me and my friend made a habit, which was to watch movie in cinema every Friday. Kinda cool, isn't it? This started from September and it stopped in November since we all need to work hard for assignments. Well, the semester also ended in November. I said good bye to my friends......

December

I went to Penang Island with my friend and we had lotz of lotz of joy in Penang Island. We did most of the travel with nothing but our feet. It was an awesome experience! I will never forget this amazing trip! Then, I send her off at the LCCT Airport. I also get to watch the greatest movie in the past ten years! I watched Avatar twice! First one in normal cinema, second one in cinema with goggles! Haha, 3D was fun and amazing! It was a great show!

That's my 2009, without my blog, I will never able to remember these things without missing one or two of them! I am so glad that I started this blog! This might be the last post in 2009. I shall get myself ready for 2010. I certainly wish it will be a better year! God bless me!

All of A Sudden......

All of the sudden, I felt really angry...... kinda pissed because of this damn world. I saw news about innocent people got killed in suicide bombing action, old men and women got conned, young girls raped and houses busted by some dick heads. Fuck this world! For a short moment, I really wish that Death Note does exit! Fuck the stupid laws and justice!

I personally think this shit hole where we live in need not present laws and rules, but brutal judgments toward those rubbishes of the society. If I get to execute a stupid murderer like one of those suicide bombers, I will give them the most brutal execution ever. I hate those corrupted politicians, polices and of course cheaters around us.

God, please! Why must we trapped with a bunch of nerds who will kill and harm other innocent people? I simply think there must be something to be done for us to get rid of these ass holes. I am starting to feel irritated and weary to this world......

X'Mas Will Be Around In No Time!

6 days before Christmas! All boys and girls come and cheer and share! F*CK...... I'm in Seremban and I can say it's one of the most boring city in Peninsula of Malaysia...... Well, I will have no Christmas Party nor countdown events during new year eve. Guess it is always my destiny to stay quietly at home. I saw quite lotz of Christmas decoration sales in market with no buyers. Haha, guess Seremban people don't like Christmas!

This morning I received a reply from a children art class, which informed me that they only accept full time tutor and no part timer. They want someone who can teach for at least a year. 0~0 Wtf...... I knew I shouldn't had pay full attention to this vacancy. Well, guess i should get some other jobs. Taking commission and online works ain't choices for me since I have no confident of creating good work for the client......

Hopefully I can get a job in Terminal One......

I also missed CF a.k.a Comic Fiesta due to the transportation problem. Sorry dudes, I just failed you guys...... Haha, I also haven't finish my piece since I knew I couldn't make it to CF. Haha...... I'm slacking...... =____=

废人般的生活......

放假了，孩子们可能会很开心...... 可是对于我来说，放假只是让我浪费时间的借口。很多时候会想起之前决定要做的事情，可是放假的时候却偏偏不想去做。也许是逃避把？我常被别人说是努力的专家，可是真实的我其实是一个懒虫。哈哈，很矛盾！

梦想还没实现，就因为环境的因素我无法一圆我的梦。在执著与牺牲两个选择中，我选了牺牲... 慢慢的变成了放弃。世界不明白我，我也不要求世界理解我。我常想起那美好的梦想，可是睁开眼睛就知道，现实是那么的不公平。算了，路还是要走下去。

也许，我真的应该下决心去干些事情......

Hello Penang!

George Town View From Penang Hill

Been a while since last posted something on blog. I just came back from P.Penang. Well, actually it's about a week ald. Haha, it was a good trip as me and my friend get to have a chance of becoming backpack travelers. It was a four day trip and guess what, we did most of the traveling with feet. Me and my friend walked across the entire Penang island in one day. Actually it was only the north part of the P.Penang.

The entire trip was all about eat and eat. We ate most of the famous foods in Penang and of coz did lotz of stupid stuffs (not gonna tell u). We stayed in Tune Hotel and got ourselves some really cozy beds at night.

I got tons of story to tell if you ask about our experience. We also met a Korean girl who traveled from Korea to Cambodia to India and finally to Malaysia. We were impressed as she carried a damn huge back pack and yet she refuse to take any taxi but public transportation. Impressive......

Throughout the trip, I can see myself grow up to be an independent adult as I no longer need anyone to plan the day for me. I made decisions and of coz did lotz of try out and finally I succeeded this trip with my friend. Haha, I will soon upload photos on Face Book. But now, I shall take my rest and get myself some good sleep......

Happy Birthday Steff

Happy Bleated Birthday and Happy Coming Halloween to Steff!

Happy belated birthday to Steff. Trick or Treat in Halloween. Did this for quite some time and now only feel like posting it. So, hope u will like it. Neh, btw u not gonna browse my blog though.

So long didn't upload anything on my blog. My recent status is, I got myself into Facebook but found it super boring. -___-lll Just watched Pandorum. It was nice and out of my expectation, it is way so different from the impression of the poster. Recommend anyone who like zombie kind of movie to take a look. Burried under assignment at the moment and I just used $100+ last week. Emoing...... Well, hope this week will be better.

Some Weird Thoughts......

Well, as usual, I did my assignment until very late this morning. I was kinda dizzy while handling the 3D thingy. It was a walk cycle animation for your information...... While doing this animation, my mind was somehow wondering around in my memory box a.k.a brain looking for some pieces of my childhood. I was happy while doing so as I thought of some funny thing I did with my bro...... but then, my mind went to the darkside, and I thought of all of my childhood and secondary school friends. to be very honest, i have lost most of my friends who I once call them pal. They are now nowhere to be found and even if I manage to see one, he or she might just give me a "do I know u" look. Well, I guess this is how we should go on. I now wonder if these university friends of mine would do the same years after the graduation. It's kinda hard to believe that friends next to you now might walk pass you as a total stranger. I could hardly imagine it. What I thought of now is like a melodrama of real life. Eventually, all of us will leave each other and will be too busy to even greet each other. After all, human ain't as humanity as they are said to be.

So, how about friends from net?

Moon Cake Festival

So, yesterday was the Moon Cake Festival, Mid Autumn Festival or watever u call it. Me and my house mates spent a meaningless night without doing any significant things. I didn't even went to check out the moon. Lame...... Well, at least we had some, I mean very little moon cakes. I didn't go back Seremban due to some assignments. What a waste. My computer, again VIRUSED, due to some unknown auto updates, which mean I have to format again...... I hate format but sometimes, format bring some joy at least u will feel that, hey, my PC is getting faster or so on. I just hate to reinstall all those programs and softwares again. I hoping to upgrade my OS to Window 7 as I heard it's faster and less consuming RAM. Hope nothing bad gonna happen during the formating, else I'll be dead meat...... =_="

An Oasis

Yesterday (technically it was like few hours ago), I went out with Steff, Robin and Jade to IOI Mall. By right, me should be sitting down right in front of my computer and work on my assignments, but the feeling of being bored and locked made me and Jade feel like let's give it a break after one week of works. We went to IOI Mall right after the class, and we had a really filling lunch. We ate in a suppose to be Korean food restaurant (but the foods have nothing to do with Korea), Seoul Garden. It was a buffet and it was quite cheap after the student discount and we also had our chance to make our very first Ice Kacang. After the lunch, we went around and Robin bought a few games, then only we went to Robin place. Me and Jade were welcomed by the new member of Robin's family, Damien (hope I spell it right). He was a "little" black dog with short hair, and the tail whipped when it swung. And we finally saw the three new born kitten. They cute and Jade just couldn't let go of them from her hands. Since Robin and Stef were exhausted, they took a nap while me and Jade watch movies. Then, at night we went makan again. On the way back to Desa, I had a great stomachache, and the damn bus driver didn't drive us into Desa, instead, he just dumped us at the roadside, ended up we have to walk like 20 minutes and finally we were home. I hate Rapid KL after the raise of bus fee. Stupid Rapid company!

My Right Hand

Ever since the start of this semester, I can feel my right hand nerves problem is getting worse. My right hand has this problem, when I get overloaded with works, it will numb for like 30 minutes or more. It also happens randomly, and without any sign. I dun want to tell the story of how I got it...... It was not a good story. The problem got worse during the Raya Week. At first, I thought it was okay and fine as it didn't happen for a long time. But, about just a week ago, I realized the numbs came back and it happens rapidly. I can't grab my mouse well with my right hand and I can't draw properly. Whatever I do now is twice the time I used to do it. It hurts, and it is a nightmare to me as I cannot follow my own schedule of working. It is not the time for me to look for a doctor. I have to deal with my assignment before I can go for a check up. The last post on Deviant Art was something I try to use as a test to my hand and the result was I can't draw proper line, every thing will look distorted. Friends out there, this is not a joke and seriously, I'm really worry about my works.

Raya...... But no Holiday for Me......

It's Raya, people all go back for holidays and celebration. Most of my friends are having their holidays and plan to do something interesting and relaxing. I have no idea what kind of relaxation I;m going to have since my course is getting busier and busier as the time flows. So, I'll be going back to Seremban one hour later and come back in tomorrow evening. The rest of my holidays shall be packed with assignments and works...... TwT

I wish I can finish as much of my assignments as I can in this Raya week. Happy Raya to all Muslim friends of mine and Happy Holiday to all non-Muslim friends of mine. Drive safe, play safe, eat safe and sex safe...... Wth!?? I saw that on net...... randomly......

Book Fair

So, few days ago I just mentioned my intention of going to the book fair, and today (technically it's yesterday) I went to the book fair with my housemate. It wasn't a good event. Honestly, I can hardly feel any significant change of it from the past few times. Ok, it's much more systematic and you can say it's really better than the previous book fair. However, I really felt like the organizers did not arrange the section as the way of a book fair should be. It's way so difficult to get a single book you desire for. It was like shopping in Pasar Malam, where these booths are actually selling almost same kind of stuffs. I was looking for books and tutorial guide of 3D Max, but throughout the two or three hours in the convention hall, I was pretty much like wasting my time. At the end, I can only found less than ten books about the topic which I desire. Holly! Still, there was good thing happened. I somehow spotted few of my high school friends and we chatted for couple of minutes. That was so cool to me. I had not seen them for more than one year.
So, I bought a book of 3Ds Max which cost 56$ before discount and 44.8$ after discount. I considered it as a good result! It was a weary day and I really dun want to out for the next few weeks. I kinda miss my assignment now...... Strange?

What Should I do?

I just bought a PSP and thank god for it, I am officially broke. But, who care? I enjoy my new console!

Still, I'm broke and guess what? The book fair is here! Holly mother! I just cannot resist this event! It will be a great chance for me to stock more books! However, there no way of buying any book if u have no money in your pocket. I'm toasted! I can still recall the good time when I used to go book fair with my brother. Thank god, he is in Japan now and he can buy all he can find...... if he has money! My housemate asked me to join him to the book fair. Though I said I will be going, but deep in my mind, I really don't feel like going. Damn it! If only there's some people who can sponsor me...... What should I do?

Books...... They do kill......

School......

So, after like two weeks of learning in this new semester, I can only give a one word comment, "BORED"! In this semester, I got only 5 subject which include no final. It was pretty awesome, at least not until I found myself lost interest in learning what I'm suppose to learn this semester. As expected, we were cheated. No MAYA...... Damn LIMKOKWING. None of the assignment seems to be interesting to be fulfilled. I get no mood of study or even attending class. I hope I can get rid of such attitude. So, the following is my subject and elaboration of each subjects requirement as well as assignment.

• Animation Practice 4: Nothing seems to be so different, except there is no more 2D drawings and Mr. Marvy...... which eventually made me feel uncomfortable. Guess what? We are doing basic animation with 3DS Max! +_+

• 3D Animation: A very similar subject to AP4, just that it focus more on constructing character. Then, why in the hell not just call it 3D modeling? We have to build a realistic man body. NAKED! No original design......

• 3D Environment and FX: Sound cool! We have to build a 3D environment and with water and bla bla bla natural setting. Kinda hard.
  

• Production 2: Holly, Cesar's class again...... I ain't gonna say anything about this. Just hope I'll enjoy the class.

• Research Methodology: Read, search, ask and write. Need to tell more?

That's it for my class. Nothing is so WOW and so I'm getting a bit disappointed. I really wish something caught my attention and eventually make me like my classes. Well, at least I got a new friend. A senior to me in all sort of terms.

Rojak 2

It's been a while since I last wrote something on this blog....... Finally, I got my own PSP! A black 3006 Play Station Portable! Yeepee! Thanks to grandmum, I finally got the money to buy this "toy"! So, I've been wasting my time playing Monster Hunter, a really awesome game which you actually play a role of a hunter in a simulated world of monsters!

Class started. As usual, the beginning is kinda relaxing as there ain't much works to be worried about. Honestly, I really don't like this semester. Why? I'll keep it a secret......

Nothing much to talk about my current life. Been doing a lot of useless stuffs and keeping myself busy with the game. Hopefully the assignments will eventually get me back to the track. Hopefully......