My 2009

So, it has been one year since I started this blog. It was a totally random idea of recording my own life through a blog. Well, happy belated birthday to my blog. It was a tough journey for me to keep this blog on going. Kinda happy to see I wrote so much which will be records for me to know my present life when I am old. So, back to the topic...... Yeah, 2009 will soon be no more and 2010 will be on the calender in two more days. I felt sad for the year of 2009 will soon be gone. Looking back to my previous posts, I found myself lived a tough year. Below will be the flashback of significant events during my 2009.

January

I started my January by celebrating my birthday with two of my great friends who actually went all the way from KL to Seremban just to cheer with me. It was a great day as that was the first time ever to have friends came for my birthday. I was so touched and it will be a day which I will not forget!

February

Had a new semester with some new faces but soon lotz disappeared...... This is the semester which I learned about 3D. Sad to say, I couldn't get to have MAYA since I get into the school one semester earlier. Gosh...... Also, I had the most boring and stupid Chinese New Year as I couldn't celebrate with my "entire" family. It was a great pain in heart......

March

Tons of assignment and I always burn midnight oil until morning...... I couldn't get enough sleep but I had joy doing all those works. I gained interest in After Effect thanks to Mauroof. I did some really crazy works. The Mtv was a pain in ass.

April

10th of April 2009, it was the greatest and happiest day in my life as I did something really out of expectation! This will remain as a secret in my heart! Forever! I thank god for that day!

May

Rushed, rushed and rushed more for my assignments! I did not sleep for four days which broke the previous record. Holy crap, I was not in shape after the submission. Haha, I enjoy it though!

June

Nothing...... I lived a months of eat and sleep life. And...... Michael Jackson is no more. I somehow believe he was trying to get lost from the society and get himself somewhere else by faking his own death. He is still alive!

July

Going back to the school...... I hate the Limkokwing admin! They are really slow and not systematic! However, we get a special section for animation students! Yeah, our own BAA lab!

August

Started my first 3D animation which was really fun and exciting! I found great interest in it and I wish to become better in the future. I also went to a book fair which I used to went with my brother all the time before he off to Tokyo. Miss him...... Watched Transformers 2 for the second time with mum in Seremban cinema. Wasn't a great movie since the story sucks and the tempo was too fast.

September

It was a month of Raya, but I only went back to hometown for two days. Mum was mad and yet I have no choice but to head back for my assignments. Many friends went out for fun. Envied...... Haha!

October

It was Halloween! Me and Jade designed a T-shirt for Steff! We threw a great party in Robin's place! To stop me from working more, Robin forced me to drink more than I could take. Poor me...... Still, it was a great party. We even invited one of our lecturers, but he didn't show up. Curse him......

November

Worked hard for assignment...... Me and my friend made a habit, which was to watch movie in cinema every Friday. Kinda cool, isn't it? This started from September and it stopped in November since we all need to work hard for assignments. Well, the semester also ended in November. I said good bye to my friends......

December

I went to Penang Island with my friend and we had lotz of lotz of joy in Penang Island. We did most of the travel with nothing but our feet. It was an awesome experience! I will never forget this amazing trip! Then, I send her off at the LCCT Airport. I also get to watch the greatest movie in the past ten years! I watched Avatar twice! First one in normal cinema, second one in cinema with goggles! Haha, 3D was fun and amazing! It was a great show!

That's my 2009, without my blog, I will never able to remember these things without missing one or two of them! I am so glad that I started this blog! This might be the last post in 2009. I shall get myself ready for 2010. I certainly wish it will be a better year! God bless me!

Avatar!

Haha, I watched Avatar yesterday! It is the best movie in 2009! I do not know what to say but, I really love this movie! James Cameron is the best! Wohoo, I will watch it again tomorrow! Haha!

Talking to Myself......

You know what? One good thing about creating your own blog is to have a place where you can actually shout out shits of your life, hoping someone would have seen it and pay attention to your life. In fact, it isn't. Coz most people thought there are hundred of people reading craps from their blogs and found those issues of their crappy life worth for laughs, but the true is, there is simply to many blogs on net and your blog (including mine) is only a no man reading website.

I found myself uploading stuffs on net and none of my friends reply me. Well, I have to admit that my blog is quite boring. I sometimes treat my blog as a sand bag just for me to release my anger as well as sharing joy. Haha, I guess I am still talking to myself, but never mind, It will be something for me to read about my own life when I get old! Hahahaha......

Lady In The Dust

I made this artwork just about three or four hours ago. It was something I did as a practice. I was kinda bored at the moment and really have nothing to do, so I decided to do something just to get rid of the lame feeling. Well, at first I did not have any idea of what I was doing. After a while of suiting myself to the mood, I created this artwork. I like this kind of hoody costume, sort of like Arabian women clothes. They show only their eyes and which is why I attracted to this costume. They are so mystery...... Haha, so this Lady In The Dust is something for me to test up my skill. However, I found myself stucked in the same spot as I notice there is not much improvement of my works. Anyway, I hope I can start to becoming productive and at the same time inspired to get idea for my coming semester's final project.

I hope this artwork can lead me to my target. Meanwhile, I really need to get myself a part tume job...... I want a job...... Haiz......

All of A Sudden......

All of the sudden, I felt really angry...... kinda pissed because of this damn world. I saw news about innocent people got killed in suicide bombing action, old men and women got conned, young girls raped and houses busted by some dick heads. Fuck this world! For a short moment, I really wish that Death Note does exit! Fuck the stupid laws and justice!

I personally think this shit hole where we live in need not present laws and rules, but brutal judgments toward those rubbishes of the society. If I get to execute a stupid murderer like one of those suicide bombers, I will give them the most brutal execution ever. I hate those corrupted politicians, polices and of course cheaters around us.

God, please! Why must we trapped with a bunch of nerds who will kill and harm other innocent people? I simply think there must be something to be done for us to get rid of these ass holes. I am starting to feel irritated and weary to this world......

Making A Christmas Notice For Aunty

Merry Christmas
(only with the events titles missing)

So, today...... Ergh, suppose to be yesterday...... I helped my aunty to design a christmas notice for her pub. Guess it's my first commission...... without pay of coz. Haha, I dun mind! At least I get to be useful to my family. So, there's nothing much original on this notice thingy. I used few photos, pictures as well as filters to achieves the effects. Trust me, it sure looks like a ad for Coca Cola! Haha, it was fun doing this! Too bad I can't upload this on DA since it's not 100% original. At least it is against my own code!

Hopefully, this tiny thing will help to promote my stuff in the future and some people will eventually need my help! Haiz...... I really have no idea what to do in Christmas Eve. I am not getting any presents from friends...... =____=|||

I really need to get a part time job......

X'Mas Will Be Around In No Time!

6 days before Christmas! All boys and girls come and cheer and share! F*CK...... I'm in Seremban and I can say it's one of the most boring city in Peninsula of Malaysia...... Well, I will have no Christmas Party nor countdown events during new year eve. Guess it is always my destiny to stay quietly at home. I saw quite lotz of Christmas decoration sales in market with no buyers. Haha, guess Seremban people don't like Christmas!

This morning I received a reply from a children art class, which informed me that they only accept full time tutor and no part timer. They want someone who can teach for at least a year. 0~0 Wtf...... I knew I shouldn't had pay full attention to this vacancy. Well, guess i should get some other jobs. Taking commission and online works ain't choices for me since I have no confident of creating good work for the client......

Hopefully I can get a job in Terminal One......

I also missed CF a.k.a Comic Fiesta due to the transportation problem. Sorry dudes, I just failed you guys...... Haha, I also haven't finish my piece since I knew I couldn't make it to CF. Haha...... I'm slacking...... =____=

废人般的生活......

放假了，孩子们可能会很开心...... 可是对于我来说，放假只是让我浪费时间的借口。很多时候会想起之前决定要做的事情，可是放假的时候却偏偏不想去做。也许是逃避把？我常被别人说是努力的专家，可是真实的我其实是一个懒虫。哈哈，很矛盾！

梦想还没实现，就因为环境的因素我无法一圆我的梦。在执著与牺牲两个选择中，我选了牺牲... 慢慢的变成了放弃。世界不明白我，我也不要求世界理解我。我常想起那美好的梦想，可是睁开眼睛就知道，现实是那么的不公平。算了，路还是要走下去。

也许，我真的应该下决心去干些事情......

Hello Penang!

George Town View From Penang Hill

Been a while since last posted something on blog. I just came back from P.Penang. Well, actually it's about a week ald. Haha, it was a good trip as me and my friend get to have a chance of becoming backpack travelers. It was a four day trip and guess what, we did most of the traveling with feet. Me and my friend walked across the entire Penang island in one day. Actually it was only the north part of the P.Penang.

The entire trip was all about eat and eat. We ate most of the famous foods in Penang and of coz did lotz of stupid stuffs (not gonna tell u). We stayed in Tune Hotel and got ourselves some really cozy beds at night.

I got tons of story to tell if you ask about our experience. We also met a Korean girl who traveled from Korea to Cambodia to India and finally to Malaysia. We were impressed as she carried a damn huge back pack and yet she refuse to take any taxi but public transportation. Impressive......

Throughout the trip, I can see myself grow up to be an independent adult as I no longer need anyone to plan the day for me. I made decisions and of coz did lotz of try out and finally I succeeded this trip with my friend. Haha, I will soon upload photos on Face Book. But now, I shall take my rest and get myself some good sleep......