Friday, January 30, 2009

Rewatching Ponyo!

Ponyo On The Cliff By The Sea Triton Of The Sea...... So long desu. (-.-)

Anyway, I kind of like this anime! Not only it's from Studio Ghibli, but also of its storyline. Such a nice plot it got. This is the second time I watched this feature. The first was around...... around the day before me and Chjio set off for a flight to Kuching. Haha, me and Chjio had a fun but rather scary moment of watching this anime. Why?

Can't really say why.

For me, Studio Ghibli's products always contain some scary features. I guess it's the symbolism in the animes that freak me up. In Ponyo....(too long, so I'll just call it Ponyo), the water somehow symbolized evil in liquid form. That's scary! And then, me and Chjio were terrorized when we saw Soske (main charac) and Ponyo (human form) swam in the water where there were pre-historical gigantic sea creatures swim and hunt around. Lol......

The storyline was quite awesome but rather strange. Anyway, Studio Ghibli always produces strange works. That's fine, me like strange anime.

Now me watching Ride Back, such a nice anime! It's a mecha anime but lotz of nice setting there. Just can't wait to see the 2nd episode.

Recently, me even downloaded Maria Sama ga Miteru. A Yuri anime...... Can't believe I actually clicked the download button. The first reason I downloaded it was because of the nice, smooth, awesome, elegant and Shoujou type character design! I like the character design very much. So elegant! ( ---w---.) Nice. But I do not recommend it for my friends. It's too evil. I can feel my brain being polluted by Yuri poison. Oneh Sama! Hahahaha, lol! Please laugh if you Tak Tahan!

The story is quite boring for guys. Me only focus on the character design. So pretty much don't care about the story. It's pretty religious though. Well, lotz Fujousu (girls like BL anime) actually gave high attention to the previous season. Currently it's season four. I think the quality dropped. Sad......

Mu... Made Me Hungry!

My CNY week sucks......

Why? Here's the why:

1. My bro not around.
2. Something I cannot tell.
3. Too few Ang Pow.
4. Not many interesting show on TV.
5. No one visit my house (I think only 1)
6. I didn't get to play fire crackers.
7. Phone no money.
8. My net connectivity sucks.
9. Me haven't watch Under World 3.
10. ......

( ---_____---.)lll

Me bery bery upset now. Ai yo yo!

Never mind, at least I bought Studio Ghibli DVD Collection.
Get to rewatch Laputa and Princess Mononoke!
Hahahahaha! Me like Laputa so much!
Yahoo!

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Too Lazy......

It's CNY. Too lazy to do anything......
So, see ya!



Saturday, January 24, 2009

A Sleepless Night of Fool

Wonder why and how, I am beginning to have a new but rather unhealthy habit of bedding. My sleeping time is no longer 3 or 4 a.m. 7 or 8 is always the time I feel weary and getting the feeling of sleeping in my cozy nest. Well, I don't really feel the bad of having such habit since I'm currently not working on anything. I'm becoming lazy.

Even there's nothing burdening me, I'm still feeling tire...... So tire......

Lots of stuff worried me. Academic, family, financial, social and even future. Guess the advantage of doing nothing and having such free and relaxing days is to have more time of thinking. Each night, I spent one or two hours doing nothing but to lay on bad and did some brain works.

I'm been thinking of the reality of chasing my long lusting dream. Is it what I desire for?
The efforts I'm been working on. Are they resulting?
This life I'm having. Is it worthy?

Ever since childhood time, I always dream of studying oversea. Not to mention which country, but to say visiting a new country will be a change of life for me. Therefore, I always work hard to fulfill this promise. A promise I made with myself back to childhood time.

But, I figured out how poor I am in all sort of area. I hardly feel the improvements... of my skills, knowledge, mind and thinking. Perhaps, I'm not hard working enough. All this while, I'm been over excited or maybe proud of my achieving. Shortly, I found how foolish I was to be happy on such poor and minor victory. This will not be my target of life. I told myself each night.

Strangely, I always think worry of such thing in every single night. But glad to say, I totally forget everything after a sleep. Now I even feel lighter after expressing all my worries.

Don't mind this post. It's just a random expression from a fool.

CNY is Coming! ( ----w----.)

Gong Xi Fa Chai! Ang Pao mari mari!

Haha, after a year of Rat, it is finally the year of MUMU (cow)! Well, guess you all (Chinese friends only) had bought yourself few pair of new jeans and shirts! Not yet? Go to the nearest emporium and flush your money like hell!

Stop being stupid already...... Haha, sorry for pretending to be excited! So, it's finally left only two days before CNY. Honestly, the atmosphere at my hometown is not really cheerful. I mean not as crowded as previous years. Guess the economic crisis does lay a shadow on this coming CNY.

Anyway, happy to say that I see lots of my friends bought themselves some new colorful shirt and cool pants. Even Quinn has a new hair style (more to the change of color). Haha, me never change my hair color. Strangely, my hair is now automatically switching to light brown and people thought I did some fashion on it. (-___-)lll Why like that one?!

Haha, just try to be random in the last two day of the Rat Year! Well, I guess me have to say goodbye to the Mickey Year and welcome the coming MUMU year!

Gong Xi Fa Chai!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Computer Formatted (---m---)

Again... I sent my beloved Nao Nao (my laptop) to computer shop for maintenance and format...... This is the fourth time I had no choice but to sent my laptop for maintenance. Stupid LIMKOKWING computers! So many viruses there! Infected my laptop and even damaged my wireless device...... Such a bad luck, imagine I had to bear with the inconvenient system errors for half a semester...... (_ _)

Before I sent the laptop for maintenance, I had to copy all my pleasure data to external hard disk. It came to worst when my external hard disk overfilled. Then, I had to make extra data DVD...... What a job......

Well, next semester I might have to buy a new computer... just to support MAYA. Shit, money issue again...... I wish I can use those money to buy more books.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

My New Clothes ( ---w---.)

Wahahahaha, finally I bought my new clothes for CNY! Wakakakaka, me got new clothes~ me got new clothes! (--w--)

On Wednesday night, I had a lovely dinner with my old man! Such a nice dinner as I got to have a meal of steak! Hahaha, nice steak! It was not really expensive though, but so long since I last had such meal. I even had a nice glass of fabulous Ice Blended Capuchinos filled with low fat cream. Such a nice meal. Well, it's been a long time since I last bought a new cloth. The Broklin Sweater was the last cloth I bought. Well, let see... mm...... Lol, it's been almost seven months since I bought that thing! Well, I guess I'm not really a spender for cloth.

Heheh, I bought a nice silk long sleeves shirt along with a pair of dull blue jeans, total cost will be around 200+ ringgit! Wow, that was expensive! At first I was aiming for clothes less than $50, but somehow my dad was kind of generous and he suggested, well sort of like forcing me to get these really expensive thingies. Haha, these will be the most expensive clothes in my entire room now! Can't wait to put them on, but I promised myself will only wear them in CNY. I shall not touch them before that time since I got only these two bro to show in CNY.

Haha, me will still put on my C.A.S to LIMKOKWING this year! But, guess I will not be having a nice and cheerful CNY since my mum's father (my grandfather in short sentence) past away last June. So, according to the Chinese tradition, we shall not celebrate most Chinese festivals for a year. Ai~ya~ya, guess my AngPaos will be shrunk and might not to be getting any.

What a way to start a year...... Hope me will do better in my academic this year. I want to go oversea so badly! MONEY!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Finally......

Wow, it's been six months (almost) since I joined Deviant Art! Such a long time...... And finally my page view reaches 1000. Haha, that means lots to me since that's was one of my few wishes after I joined Deviant Art! 1000...... Though no exactly 1000 people viewed my deviations but at least the number cheers me up! You don't know how desperate and excited I been since these few days as my page view was almost reaching the number.

Cheers! Thanks everyone!

How I join Deviant Art was quite a story. Though the memory was quite blurry but I can still tell most parts of it. I can still remember that it was Zeraato's invitation for asking me to join Deviant Art. Well, I guess I should really thank him for introducing me to Deviant Art. Before this, I had no idea why some of my pals really crazy about updating both deviation and journals in Deviant Art. Haha, now I am really addicted to it and Deviant Art even replaced Friendster for being my favorite hang out spot. It was so nice to see pros' and juniors' deviations and get comments from these people! Nice to meet lots of artists too!

Hereby, I want to thank Zeraato for introducing me to Deviant Art! Thanks dude! Me really appreciate all your helps!

And my all time viewers, thanks for supporting me all this time:
1. Eichi17
2. MatsuoAmon
3. Suchalonedisskins
4. Cravier
5. Chjio
6. Li-jean
7. RoxasVen
8. Cameralance
9. ChibiChibiZero
10. TaraGraphic
11. Wuduheo
12. Satriakid
13. Bloodhaunt
14. AoiTsubasa

and ETC......

Now me will work harder for the target of 10,000! Please continue to support me, fellows!

Friday, January 9, 2009

My Treasures...... Five Star Stories

7th January of 2009, I went to my favorite books spot in Kinokuniya, KLCC along with my mother. There, again, I spent hundred++ dollar to update my Five Star Stories (F.S.S) collection. Seriously, I am a super die hard fan of Mamoru Nagano's F.S.S. For people who do not know F.S.S, please skip this post as it is very very complicated and over detailed. Well, as usual, my Kinokuniya shopping list was included two books of F.S.S series. My current reading status is until Traffics section, which is from book four to seven (still keep going to book eight). As a tradition, me browsed two books in less than an hour before the serious 'study'. Yes, 'study'.

For your information, F.S.S is a story which has 7000 years plus of history. Though the manga is not ended yet, but in each book of F.S.S included a list of important events of the Joker Solar System. Which means the ending is already there for reader to know about. Solar system? The setting of F.S.S was took place in five solar systems. One of the five was actually a hidden large comet named Stant that passes through that sector of space every 1,500 years pulling with it its own collection of orbiting planet. Complicated, huh?

Please go to this link if anyone is new F.S.S:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Five_Star_Stories


Alright, this post will be a special post for my point of view, toward a Fatima's, Atropos's confession of being a Fatima, Chrome Ballanche Eiz Fates XI designed Fatima......

*Fatima: In short sentence, they are humanoid computers who have beautiful appearances, super human abilities, and able to work as CPU of super computers on a Mortar Headds. However, like robots, they were controlled by rules. To be loyal to their master, headdliners, not to be able to hurt any human under any condition, and to have no ability of reproduction.

*Headdliner: Mostly known as knight in our current language. Most of them are under control of certain groups or leagues (to control them from having reckless action). Headdliners are human with extraordinary abilities (sword skills, stamina, psychic power and etc). Each Headdliner is given one Fatima as partner of piloting a Mortar Headd.

Alright, back to the original purpose of typing this post.

It was taken part in a scene of Book Seven. There was this scene where Ladios Sopp and Atropos (yeah, along with the stupid Suezou) hided in a deserted tunnel. They were discussing about the incident which happened few hours ago. The subject came to the part of Ballanche's Fatimas were designed not to hurt Ladios Sopp. Wait wait wait! People, I know what you guys were thinking. The subject seemed to be very normal (quite) and why this fellow would like to talk about it? This is so boring! Guess these would be your reactions. Well, anyway. I'm still going to talk about it.

In the world of Fatimas, Fatimas were once humans. Normal humans like us. The reasons why they would become Fatima was either their families were so poor and desperate enough to sell their daughters (most Fatimas are females) to the Fatima designers, or some volunteers (most would be the designers' children) willingly to become Fatimas. Being a half human half machine, they were forced to live for few hundreds or even thousand years (etc EST) without having independent lives and thoughts. Which also means they will experience both born and death of others frequently. Some might be their families (I mean families before they became Fatimas), some might be their masters (Headdliners), friends or even their lovers. Though Fatimas were not programmed to have feeling of love but few cases does exists (etc Clotho, Queen and Lachesis). Having a long life does not mean to happy for sure, moreover these Fatimas were treated as lifeless puppets or emotionless machines to control Mortar Headds. How sarcastic!

In Atropos's review, she expressed the longs of every Fatima to be loved and remembered. Not as a cyborg but as a human. Though she was not given the mind controller (a device to control Fatima's mind from thinking as a human and expressing human like emotion, only few of Ballanche's products were not given such device). As said, in Fatima's life, nothing is significant, nothing is important and memories are only burdens and interruptions during data processing session. Nothing last forever and therefore nothing is worth to be remembered.

However, there is only one existence to be important to Ballanche's Fatima, Ladios Sopp.

*Ladios Sopp: A.k.a Amaterasu (I skipped the full name as it is too long). Being known as the emperor of A.K.D Delta Belune, he was also known to be the God of Light born from a virgin. Which means Ladios Sopp's mother give birth to him without mating or receiving sperms from any man. Kind of like Jesus. Being a God, he basically will not go old or death. I'll skip the rest as his story is too long. Haha......

Being the closest friend to Ballanche, Ladious Sopp always visit this awesome Fatima Designer. He been through lots of productions of Ballanche and spent time with most of them (teaching, playing, wandering, studying and even picnic?!). So, to these Fatimas, Ladios Sopp is the only existence in this world that will never change or disappear. Sort of like a guardian to them since they were children. Therefore, all Balanche's Fatima agreed will not hurt Ladios Sopp and will treat him as a last source of getting recommendation of once to be a human. However, one of Ballanche's Fatima Kyo almost putted herself in the situation of demolishing Ladios Sopp. Though it was under an unavoidable order from the master, but the action cost her brain to be malfunctioning and drugs were being used to ease the indescribable pain and confusion. Atropos was the only Fatima of Ballache hated him from designing her......

Complicated? Can't understand? Sorry, it was indeed not really for usual reader. But it is really a nice story, and the issue keeps wandering in my head. And so I decided to type it out. Anyway, me really hope there is more people to have interest in F.S.S.

Now me still wondering who might be Dougulus Kaien's father since Fatima Queen is his mother. Ballanche? Or Deimos Hiarak? Shit!

A Day I Will Never Forget

4th of January 2009, it was the day I was announced to be a twenty year old human being. Well, that sounded a bit too stupid...... Haha, anyway, me is now twenty! One more year to go to be legal in voting in an election. Haha, most of my friends would have said that if they were with me celebrating my birthday along with my family. So... yeah, me had a very nice but rather surprised birthday at my home. First of all, it was a very special birthday, as it was the first birthday in my life that my brother was not to be around celebrating with me. Kind of sad though...... But it was also the first birthday in my life to have friends along to celebrate a birthday with me. So touching...... There's the picture as proof for having someone to wish me a Happy Birthday! I mean someone beside family...... Hahahaha! Oh, I must mention the two kind friends of mine!

Thanks Chjio and Li Jean! You guys gave me the best birthday night ever!

Haha, the cake was so nice! Nicer than any birthday cake I ever had before this! It was a super deluxe multi-layers cheese cake decorated with chocolate plates and strawberries. Mmm, so yummy! We had a nice day and I even led them (me gave the direction while Chjio drove) to a Mamak at Era Walk. So long didn't go out at night in Seremban......

Anyway, they did surprised me for sudden appeared in Seremban without any inform. I really appreciate that. Sob...sob......

Sunday, January 4, 2009

My Toradora Fan Art

Thanks to my ex-roommate, I experienced another joyful anime after Lucky Star. Well, all I can say is this anime is a fresh product like no other anime. Having to say, only anime with interesting story and marvelous art attract my interest. Toradora...... Well, it is a high school anime with significant characters and playful setting. I'm not going to brief the story. Go wikipedia and check it out! You lazy bastard!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Toradora!

Thanks to few of my friends' encouragement, I made myself take a try to illustrate a fan art for this anime. Hehe, this is the first time I apply Photoshop skill on unrealistic drawing. For those who do not know the characters, the main figure with beast suit is Taiga, the big head guy is Ryuji, and the little annoying one is Minorin. I haven't decide what to write on the little board.

The part I worry most is the coloring. I have a lousy coloring skill, so I try to trace the coloring ways of Eichi17 and Zeraato. So sorry. Hope you guys don't mind.

The progression will be extremely slow as I am not in a mood of illustrating. But I will try my best!

HAHAHAHAHAHA~!

A Flash Back of 2008...

Few days ago, I had a really touching dream. Yeah, an unbelievable dream, as if I was watching a film of my life in 2008. Everything was so vividly clear and solid...... I saw the day I met Zeraato and Eichi17, seeing Cesar madding on us, my presentation of conceptual design, all those crazy stuffs we did on Redang Island, the departure of my brother to Japan, Yvonne's leave to Canada, Kuching trip, Comic Fiesta and...... How strange...... In the dream I was not myself...... Eh, more like I was another person watching the original me doing stuffs and having fun. I stretch my hand to grab my friends, brother, even to stop a fight between my mom and dad. However, all I could grab were thin air and illusion. I almost cried at the time my brother was about to leave. I miss him so much...... Then, I see my friends stood against another departure gate. The other 'me' and my friends were yelling 'wake up' to a cell phone, Yvonne's cell phone. It was a record of our voices as a alarm signal tone for her. Her figure then disappeared in crowds of people......

Haha, what a dream! You can say my life in 2008 was really nothing but a train filled with sweet and sour memories. That day, I sat on my bed and think for almost half an hour after the dream. It was 6.47 in a Monday morning. A morning with no worry and significant feel. It was a morning I never experience in the room of my hostel. I was... kind of relief, but...... emptiness flooded in my chest. How will I be like in 2009? Did I work enough for my 2008? Am I on the correct rail? Heading to my desiring destination?

I always wonder...... What if I can choose twice in my life? Will I be determine enough to choose the same choice twice? Will I regret twice for my choice? Anyway, it was just my random thinking......

These are the significant events I experienced in 2008. Some of them might sound silly and childish for you, but everyone of them are important to me. None shall be forgotten and none of them will be......

1. I begin my animation course at the beginning of 2008.
2. The encounter with Zeraato and Eichi17, both of them mastered skills which I always desire to
have.
3. The trip to Melaka for GACC, an Otaku event.
4. I bought my Wacom Intous A5 Tablet and named it Nao Nao MK-III
5. First time using Photoshop and felt in love with the software.
6. ELF, a team of five left only three to finish the works.
7. A trip to Redang Island. One of the most wonderful experience with the sea.
8. My brother's flight to Japan. Mum cried, but soundless......
9. ...... the most dreadful month in my life.
10. Amanda and Allan joined the group.
11. Busiest semester ever in my LIMKOKWING life.
12. I missed Li-jean's birthday, accidentally.
13. Trip to Kuching, the happiest and saddest trip ever.
14. Meeting Vswingv, AJ, Satriakid, Cameralance, Bloodhaunt, Zeraato's Family, 'Aunty Nelson',
and lotz.
15. Yvonne flew to Canada, none of us dropped a tear. We promised her......

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